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There are many times that I have felt more in the ‘new beginnings’ mode in November, when the rest of our culture is preparing for ‘reaping the benefits of the harvests of our past, and preparing to ‘go inward’ for the winter’s slumber-hood. And, even more disturbing to our psyche’s, it is during this time that we are under the impression that must feel grateful for the bounty it moneygram california has brought us! What happens when we are in a ‘different’ mode at this time? What if we are feeling unworthy, or sad? What if we ‘just aren’t into the whole gathering around the table in gratitude”? What happens is, we are left feeling ‘bad’, inadequate, or ‘out of sorts’. OR, we FORCE ourselves to be in alignment with the season and we wind up saying things to our selves such as, ‘what is wrong with me’? I SHOULD feel so grateful. Or ‘man, I’m just ALWAYS miserable’. WE ‘try’ to get in the holiday mode, only to deepen despair, or in the very least, aggravation.
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Tune out the outer world’s emotional expectations, and take a moment to be aware of where you are in this moment. Notice how often you are putting pressure on yourself to Be, Know, or DO according to the season, month or date. Forget those things. They are temporary and arbitrary. Holidays are really ‘markers’ of the GAMUT of human experiences we can CHOOSE- they honor death, birth, joy, pain, the living, the deceased, children, parents. Begin to approach them as moments in time that help you HONOR you.. They are mere markers, and momentary glances of a larger potential of experience FOR you. Mark your own, in your own way, in your own time. And CELEBRATE that. So… today, cialis order online for me, it’s Christmas AND Hannukah AND my birthday. And so, I’m going shopping. :o)